bumming around
I don't want to do anything productive. I don't want to finish writing Chapter 1 of my senior thesis, nor do I want to study for my tests upcoming next week. I feel lazy.
However, I know that I must lock in for this. I've worked hard for 3 years already, and I can't give up in the last mile. I have to continue working hard, especially when it matters so much considering college applications...and my life...
AGH....I MUST lock in. Considering my future self and my past self, present me has to continue working hard for both of their sakes.