life is good!!
I got a 100 on the chem test I thought I failed. I genuinely had no idea what I was doing. Regardless, I am joyous and ecstatic and over the moon.
I barely have much homework, and everything is very conquerable this weekend. I am quite happy. I was so stressed this evening, with like no idea why.
- might be the fact that I still have not started a bajillion dollar company to get into a good college or that I haven't done stuff that would specifically look good on an application.....or studied for the ACT.................I just don't want to do any of it. Even the hobbies I picked up because I thought it'd be a good addition to my resume, it's more like a chore.
I should just get started regardless; I shouldn't procrastinate. Every time a video of college resumes pop on my for you page/recommended, I get so stressed. I'm not trying to get into Harvard, but I also want my options open for other colleges, Thinking of the future stresses me out. Adulting is probably harder,
I'll just chip away at extracurriculars over time and take it one step at a time.
-mostly just a talking to myself post and crystallizing my thoughts