notes of first love 7
I think he belittles me a little too much. He assumes I'm not intelligent. I have straight A's. It's just that in comparison to him, I'm not as smart. It's a bit disappointing that he limits me that way. I dislike it a lot because it also makes me doubt my own intelligence. I know I'm not Sheldon Cooper-level intelligence, but oh my god.
Regardless, I drove for 45 minutes to his house yesterday. I thought I was driving to a state park because he literally lives in the mountains, like boonie level mountains.
I rode a dune buggy for the first time. He was driving and I thought we were going to crash into a tree like 5 times. It was quite terrifying.
I don't know, at times it felt slightly condescending but others it was warm and happy. But I think I still enjoy time with him? He also has 3 dogs: ranger, courdey, and maggie.
Maggie is so adorable bro, she's old and fat but soo sweet and soo cute oh my goddd
The weather was nice; warm and sunny with a cool breeze. We drove the dunebuggy to a cemetery. The point wasn't the cemetery, but the journey there. The wind in my hair was nice.