the desire to block everyone
To be honest, I've been feeling like I want to block everyone and ghost them. A few days ago,I felt unimportant and useless to Alice and Mariam. It makes me feel left out and boring, and made me want to block them. I didn't want to hear about Mariam's self destructive tendencies and Alice's college anxiety. However, truthfully, I know that this is all because i feel dejected from them. I connected this feeling with insecurity regarding my braces.